Sunday, 28 August 2011

And then I died...

It happened so suddenly
In the shortest of an instance
The piercing pain ran through my body
Everything faded out at once

Even through the din around there
I could hear you calling out to me
Are you really around me now
Or is it a part of my fantasy

I held on for that one moment
Through every second of pain
Just waiting for you to come
Waiting to hear your voice again

My mouth was open as I tried
To tell you all that I wanted
Of the love felt all this time
Fears of separation which haunted

But as the tears flowed freely
While my voice completely choked
I struggled to tell you everything
All the passions you had evoked 

Cuddled up in between your arms...
My last smile I just smiled
Holding you for that one final time
I smiled and then I ... died....

Ok... first thing... all is normal... 
this poem is more of the things I had felt thought while reading about soldiers and all, their last moments, while they feel that its the end and miss their beloved. Somehow tried to capture the last moments.
 
I can maybe add Shrikanth poem of the homecoming soldier as a reference for here. Some stories, as they say, are not meant to go all the way.

your views on it are welcome :-)
 
Disclaimer - In no way do I wish to even remotely demean the brave soldiers who fight for us in hostile conditions. My best wishes with them always for a long and peaceful life.

23 comments:

  1. Superb Niki!!!! Very touching and u have portrayed the feelings aptly.....:))

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  2. Very touching and extremely well-written, Nikhil..
    I liked the last stanza the most. :)
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  3. Well put down, felt the time stopping by in the first two verses..Seems like the other brother of my poem, the "not all ends well" one. Thanks for the ref.

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  4. @Ashu
    :-) thanks for the kind words :-)
    I hope the feelings matter to those who are really suffering and going through all this.

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  5. @Yash
    thanks buddy. Last stanza is my favorite too.

    Read your post and promoted. well written review.

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  6. @Shrikanth
    I tried to paint the picture of the final moments, both from my own experiences and from what I have heard. Good to see you liked it.
    In a way is the brother of your poem, which if you ask me, points to is a very desirable outcome :-)

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  7. Wow, the only thing better than the poem was the write up and the dedication.. really melted me dude...

    Awesum read :)

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  8. @R-A-J
    thanks dude.
    Dedication was needed since we see the utter waste of such fine people on the frontlines.

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  9. OH MY GOD. Almost brought tears to my eyes as I drank in the words and saw the images.

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  10. @Sri
    I hope those tears matter in the long term and we are able to avoid such situations bro.

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  11. tHIS IS WONDERFUL! good JOB!

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  12. @AdiSin
    Thanks for your kind words bro. I am sure your blog is a treat too. Read your profile :-)

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  13. This is just amazingly out of d world write u.!!Trust me i'v read ths so many times.Ths is so so great !! :)

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  14. @Mini
    Thanks.... yes I trust that you read the poem multiple times :)

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  15. You reached the last moments' pain......so truly...amazing.

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  17. @Mohinee - Thank you... I tried to capture their feelings in words as much as possible...

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  18. Lovely poem. I now feel like repeating this exercise myself (of writing of someone's last breaths)

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  19. @Marita - for a moment you got me on the repeating exercise part :-)
    do share the results of your exercise

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  20. Hi Nik amazingly written piece. Could feel the pain and hope and in the end the acceptance. Hope i too will be able to reach the place where u have 1 day

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    1. Thanks Phoenix... you praise me too much though... your writings are also enjoyable :-)

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